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My Name is Susan DeFlavis.
I have been practicing PGSG since October 2003. At that time
when I found this practice, I had been desperately praying for
wisdom. I was very sick.
In 1993 I broke my Ankle
and had to have Emergency Surgery. As a result of this
procedure, I suffered a lack of oxygen to my brain, and as a
result I went into a condition called “V-Tac” which brought on a
showering of Blood Clots to my brain. (Many of you know blood
clots going to the brain are considered “Strokes”). I remember
the period of time I was in the recovery room without breathing,
and I can tell you it went on for quite some time. I was aware
of the nurse’s voice screaming out my name, and saying “Don’t do
this to me Susan”, which was then followed by a strong thumb on
my chest. Then I heard the “Code” over the intercom, and I knew
this was me they were talking about! The voice of the doctor ran
loudly in my head, as I heard him say “Don’t tell me we are
going to loose her!” I knew I had too much left to do, and I
remember choosing not to leave, I remember saying in this place
I was in,” I have too much left to do, I don’t want to go”. I
was then brought too.
Shortly after, I
underwent extensive testing and was told I had severe Brain
damage; it was called “Cerebral Hypoxia”. I was also told the
damage was so severe, I would never recover.
My next 11 years I had
to adjust to the damage, and noticed. I would remain very
peaceful as long as I didn’t try to force my brain to work, and
when I tried, I would find it just wouldn’t. When I did it was
met with much frustration, and in creditable emotional pain, but
being strong willed, determined and full of faith, never gave up
trying. I knew some day I WOULD get better.
I was unable to
understand what people were saying to me. I would have to be
told the same thing over and over, and I would ask them the same
thing over and over. I was trying to remember what they were
saying as they were saying I, and was forgetting as the
sentences were going on. I had severe damage to my Immediate,
Short Term, and Long Term Memory, and every other part because
it was considered “Global”.
Speaking was a real
challenge. It was very hard to get the words out of my mouth
from my brain. I frequently had the wrong words coming out when
I was talking about something else, and I had to try real hard
not to forget what I was trying to say while I was saying it. My
reading comprehension was at 1% (according to the testing), and
when I would try to read, I couldn’t understand what I was
reading, I had to read it over and over and over because the
words wouldn’t go into my head. I just saw them, or would go off
into a space and just stare.
I couldn’t make any
decisions, and even though it was extremely hard to do this, I
never stopped trying! I knew I someday would do it, and I would
get better. Before the injury, I had a photographic memory and
could paint and copy a picture exactly as it appeared, to the
point where it looked like a picture. I could no longer
visualize anything, the visualization part of my brain barely
worked.
My emotions were
constantly up and down. I could get angry and would have great
difficulty getting out of it. I was told it was due to the
damage in the front of my brain, and I should take medication. I
refused. I was determined to keep looking at my heart and soul,
(I had been in a habit of doing this on a daily basis for many
years), seeking God’s will, and working on developing my faith
.I knew, I would figure out how to get better. I was going to,
and I believed it, no matter what anyone told me. I refused to
believe it. I also was very careful to stay in conversations
that were only positive; this also, had been a daily discipline
for me. I tried many things to deal with and fix my brain
injury. If I got very upset, I left the room, I didn’t come
home, I wrote, I talked, and I prayed. I saw therapists,
Doctors, both Naturopathic and Medical, and took every
imaginable herb, tea, and food types you could think of. I only
ate Organic, no animal fat, and no chemicals.
Because I had broken my
ankle (this is what lead to the original surgery), I was unable
to put my leg down for 4 years. I was diagnosed with having a
condition called “Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy”, a condition
where the brain thinks the area is still damaged and continues
to attack it. I would have swelling, numbness and tingling on
and off all day long. I never knew when it would happen; it
would get worse when I put my leg down. The pain was intense and
constant, and eventually could spread thru out my body, and
cause bone deterioration.
My leg was always up on
a little chair that I carried with me. I got tired of people
asking what was wrong, so I stopped keeping my foot up. I just
let the leg do what it wanted to do, and I did my best to forget
about it. I was not going to take pain medication, even though
many people with what I had, had to, the pain could get so
severe. I thought it best to try to forget about it and ignore
my leg. To my surprise, the progression I was told would
probably happen never did.
In February 2003, I was
diagnosed with Hepatitis C, a disease that the body cannot get
rid of and is considered an immune system related. I was told I
needed A Western Medical Treatment or I would eventually get
cirrhosis of the liver, or liver Cancer and die. Like everything
else, I refused the treatment, I knew I would figure it out, and
I would get better. I found myself spending $1000.00 a month on
herbs, machines, I.V. Naturopathic treatments, every type of Tea
to heal the body, frozen stuff under my tongue, sometimes a few
times a day, only to find my health rapidly deteriorating.
NOTHING WAS WORKING!!! I just kept developing more and more
illnesses.
I trusted I would be lead to the
answer, I had been on a spiritual path for a long time, and I
knew I would be healed; this is something I never doubted for
one minute. I continued to work on my heart and soul. I tried
very hard to always see good it everything that was happening to
me, and I always saw my purpose to help others in everything
that I did.. I accepted each day as it was put before me.
The last few months before I found
PGSG, I was sleeping ten hours a night with a machine. This
machine would send electric currants into my arteries. I was
told I had a deadly parasite that lives in all of your organs
called Blastocystis hominus, and probably had it 30 years, I
also had Chronic systemic candida albacan, that was “splitting”.
I was put on a very
strict diet, and I was unable to eat most foods. I had Chronic
Pain in my stomach, and I had great difficulty digesting
everything. That year I ended up in the Emergency Room two times
due to Chronic Gastritis. There was very little I was able to
eat. I was also told I had “Leaky gut syndrome”, and would wake
up in the middle of the night with my thumbs popping out of the
sockets if I was to bend them. My diet restrictions were further
complicated by severe allergies to most foods. In 1996 I was
tested for food allergies. I tested positive for 38 of the 41
foods they tested me with. By this time (2003) my allergies were
much worse.
If one food was good for
one problem, that same food would be bad for another. Everything
I put in my mouth I had to think thru very carefully if it would
harm me, and many times it did! I sneezed all the time, and was
always cold. One time, I sneezed continuously for 3 months
during the spring of 2003. I was unable to take allergy
medication because of my Liver Problem, and I was afraid it
would make my Liver worse, so I walked around with swollen eyes,
runny sore nose, and weak from all of the suffering. My color
was extremely pale, and I was very thin and weak.
By October 2003 my
health was failing rapidly. The more treatments I would find,
the sicker I got and the more money I spent. It seemed like
there was something wrong with almost every part of my body.
The following is a list
of the various illnesses and conditions I had:
1. Cerebral
Hypoxia with severe Brain Damage
2. Weakness
in right side of my body from stroke
3.
Depression
4. Easily
angered and irritable
5.
Immunodeficient (Neutrophils 1.7, White Blood Cells 3.9)
6. Severe
Allergies
7. Adrenal
Insufficiency
8.
Hypothyroid
9. Chronic
Gastritis
10.
Desquirveins (a condition where the tendon at the base of the
thumb at the wrist was locked) I had to
wear a brace for one year prior to PGSG. I
was told it was rare that it would
ever go away and I needed to have the
surgery to cut the tendon.
11. Hepatitis
C
12. Arthritis
in both hips
13. Both
thumbs and a few other fingers would pop out of the sockets
when I would bend them.
14. “Leaky
Gut Syndrome”
15. Chronic
Systemic Candida Albacan
16.
Blastocystis Hominus (A destructive Parasite that lives in all
the muscles, Brain, and
Organs, that feeds off of the body. Very difficult to
Kill
17. Weak
Bladder
18 I had a
torn cartilage in my back that hadn’t healed for several years.
19. Reflex
sympathetic dystrophy with chronic and severe pain in my right
Leg.
20. Inability
to sleep less then 10 hours a night, and difficulty
falling
asleep
October 2003 I began
praying for wisdom, I was desperate. I still continued to
practice the same discipline of trying to be kind, love others,
and seek Gods will for me, I believed this was what I had to do
because this suffering was necessary for my spiritual growth,
after asking for wisdom, I was led to a woman who was a PGSG
Instructor. I decided to learn to see if it would help me. I
understood and agreed very strongly with the password. It had
been how I was trying to live my life for the past several
years. Because of that, I knew it would heal me.
The first morning I
practiced, I felt intensely peaceful and centered. I came into
the kitchen and spoke to my husband. The confusion, fogginess &
irritability (I felt every morning) were gone.
My husband approached me
gently. He had learned if I hadn’t woken up fully, I would get
upset with him. No matter how many times I was determined not to
do this, I could never stop myself. This time, I smiled and said
“Good morning” I felt very calm and peaceful. I knew I had
brought something into my body that was real. It was a miracle,
and I felt so grateful. I found the missing ingredient. I knew
PGSG was not like anything I had ever done. I also knew by the
peace I felt that I was now going to get better.
I knew I would keep my
peace as long as I stayed in the Password very strongly.
Somehow, the physical hand movements began healing something
that made it easy to stay strong in the password. My part was to
try the best I could and stay strong in the password. I
understood later, the PGSG practice had information in it only
my body and spirit could figure out. Together they knew what it
was and what do with it. From the first practice I felt
something immediately started unblocking and healing. A few days
later I had a deep sense of getting better that I could feel.
I just kept focused on
the peace, and I remained very grateful. To me, that was
priceless, and I was satisfied just to have that! I would have
been perfectly satisfied with the peace if that was to be the
only outcome because I knew I now had the strength to remain in
the password. My reaction to my husband was no longer a
reaction; it was a choice, it no longer felt like something
coming out of my body that I could not stop. The peace was a
gift. According to master Ou’s writings peace is the sound
indicator of a strong life force. I knew I had to remain in it,
and the only way, was by staying strong in the deep love of the
password. I remained intensely peaceful from that moment on; I
had no one around me that was practicing the PGSG, and I didn’t
need another’s approval for me to be convinced it worked. I knew
it did. I had a strong confidence in PGSG.
I practiced PGSG once a
day. The rest of the day I watched my thoughts, actions, and
words very closely. By the third day my hand and wrist were
healed. I no longer needed the brace. This was the condition I
was told by the doctors they had never seen get better. The
peace and the healing of my wrist, showed me how powerful PGSG
was and my confidence became even stronger in the practice. The
peace never left, it only got deeper and deeper, but the peace
was directly related in my willingness to practice the password
as strongly and consistently as I could.
From the beginning,
everything began rapidly disappearing. My stomach and digestion
problems were gone within days. I noticed the arthritis in my
hips, and the pain from the RSD in my right leg was also gone. I
would say it was a gradual daily disappearing of all the
symptoms, and by the end of the first month, every symptom I was
aware of was gone.
I noticed my thinking
was becoming clearer, and my memory was getting better. I was
understanding conversations, and able to stay on a train of
thought while speaking. I was not forgetting my thoughts as the
words were coming out. My brain was figuring out how to work,
and it was working and healing. I was able to read and
understand, and today I read a lot, mostly Master Ous
literatures, articles and books. Reading his material has been a
very important part of my deep comprehension in the practice,
which I think for anyone, as stated in master Ou’s Pangu
Mystical Qigong, is a very important part of the practice. I
continued to practice once a day, and on the 30th day I learned
the non-moving form. I then practiced the moving and non-moving
once a day. By this time, all of the symptoms from all my
illnesses were gone.
I increased my practice
to four times a day ten months after I had first learned,
because I found that I was craving more and more of the energy,
I no longer saw it as something I needed to do to get better, I
now saw it as a necessary food for my body to remain strong and
healthy. I looked foreword to each practice as an awesome gift,
and. I was so aware of the immediate benefits. I learned to
practice the PGSG as soon as I felt the peace leaving or had any
difficulty staying in the password.
At 12 months I was practicing 7
times a day. Not because I had to, but because I wanted to.I
have not had any allergy symptoms ever since I started. I may
have sneezed a total of 10 times in 5 years. My severe allergies
are gone, and I can eat whatever I want and not fear it will
hurt me.
My Neutrophils went from
1.7 which was below normal in spring of 2004(before learning
PGSG) to 80 % range of the normal when I was tested Ten Months
after learning PGSG. My White Blood Cells also went from
3.9(low) to 8.7 (the high end of normal) at that time.
When My Medical Doctor
looked at these results he said: “This is a miracle Susan, there
is no way there is any virus alive in your body by looking at
this! What have you been doing?” I was happy to tell him about
PGSG! I knew I had now a very strong immune system, I never get
sick. I use to fly with a mask on my face, and since them have
traveled to china and Thailand, ate every type of food, and have
not had one ill experience.
I have fallen down a
flight of stares TWICE, and lying on the ground each time, I
immediately practiced PGSG, and no injury took effect. I have
burned myself, or got hurt in another way; practiced PGSG and
“Forgot about it” and no injury took effect.
Today I am a PGSG
Instructor. I spend most of my time talking to others about
PGSG, and in between I practice! I try my best to stay in” Deep
Love”, because I learned from Master Ou “This is the secret To
Pangu Shengong”. Occasionally I will give lectures on PGSG and
no one will know I ever had a brain injury. I tell them about it
near the end, to show how powerfully PGSG has healed my brain. I
enjoy the look of surprise and Awe on their faces. I love the
way I feel when I try to help people by telling them about PGSG
and notice there is no feeling better.
5 years ago before I
learned PGSG, I tried to take some college courses, it was a
very difficult task to try to accomplish, and I was very
discouraged to see It was to difficult for me to do, one time it
took me 21 hours to do a 2 hour assignment. I knew then, it was
impossible for me to do, and I gave up with school. This past
summer, I thought,” if I can do all of this, I can try taking a
class” I can do it”. I took 2 summer classes in college, which
were 6 weeks, and very intense, to my surprise, I got high “A’s”
in both classes. One was a writing intensive world civilization
history class! History was never a subject I never did well in.
With PGSG and staying
strong in the Password, I now know nothing is impossible for me
to accomplish. This September 2008, I will be bringing Master Ou
to Sedona, Arizona, where I will watch all of those sick and
suffering people experience hope and joy, have a chance at
bettering their life, getting better, and meeting my humble
Teacher, Grand Qigong master Ou wen Wei.
I am very grateful to
Master Ou and PGSG. I know I would not be here today if I hadn’t
been given this precious gift.
Susan DeFlavis
8/28/08
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